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Erin Robertson
Louisville, Colorado
Erin lives in Louisville, Colorado and writes in the quiet dark hours when the house goes to sleep. She was selected for a 2017 Writer-to- Writer Mentorship through the Association of Writers & Writing Programs, and was a guest of the U.S. Fish and Wildlife Service at Koyukuk National Wildlife Refuge near Galena, Alaska, through the 2017 Voices of the Wilderness Artist in Residence program. Erin received a first place and an honorable mention in the 2016 Michael Adams Poetry Prize, and her poems have been performed as choral works by Ars Nova Singers. You can read more of her work in the anthology MycoEpithalamia: Mushroom Wedding Poems, in FUNGI Magazine, and on her website: erinrobertson.org
In the beginning there was dark only and light
kyaneos and glaukos;
Homer hadn’t a word for the blue sky or Aegean Sea.
The rainbow came slowly:
black
white
red
yellow
green
and, only sometimes, on to blue.
Color is cultural, my translator friend explains -
robin’s egg blue’s as unknown to Germans
as angel blue is meaningless here.
In Namibia, the Himba cannot see
a blue square among green;
and though I stare a long time,
I find no difference in the one green
that leaps out at them from a field of sameness.
In Vietnam, the leaves and their backdrop of sky
are tinted the same: xanh.
The words we say shape the colors we see.
But blue, having entered your life,
haunts you,
until you would do the unthinkable:
find yourself deep in the Sar-i-Sang mine of Badakshan, grinding rocks
of lapis lazuli
or paint yourself with Egyptian blue like Amun til you can fly,
imperceptible, cloaked in sky
or stud your canvas with tiny shards of pulverized cobalt glass: smalt
or pay more than gold for the blue from the other side of the sea:
ultramarine
or ferment the dayflower, or indigo, or turnsole, or
Isatis tinctoria
woad, a common mustard:
First, you must drink for days,
store up a vat of alcoholic piss,
soak the leaves there for a solid week of hot stench,
add the fabric, soak longer in the sun til all is rank,
with still no hint of blue.
On faith you pull the cloth out,
the rainbow flashing instantly through the weft:
yellow
green
oxidizing
finally
blue.
In Italy only the tintori di guado had license to dye a blue bolt,
but you and I may conjure any blue we choose:
royal baby sky navy cerulean turquoise midnight bruise Prussian delphinium gentian kingfisher forget-me-not pool mandrill shadow hyacinth penstemon glacier iris siren jay gorgonzola starlight Mediterranean iridescent hydrangea budgerigar aster juniper curaçao flax lightning vein
deeper and deeper we sink
into this crushed velvet dream of
celestial waves,
counting ourselves lucky
to see them and name them at all,
like everything else that is.
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